++perasaan tak tenteram..++

pernah tak korang ttbe rasa berdebar????

feeling uncomfortable suddenly..

or feeling worry bout sumthing dat u uncertainty sure..

last two weeks i felt something went wrong..

i didn't know why..

n i was not really sure what was going on...all i could do was reciting doa in my prayer..

FYI,,

1st thing dat came across my mind when i felt nervous was my family,,

i dun want anything happen to them..

ouh god..plz listen to my words..

im begging to u ya Allah...~

so i called my home to make sure dat everything fined @ kedah...then,,my mum answered my call..

assalamualaikum....*with gentle n soft voice*

salam mak...

mak watpa...sihat..?

mak mcmni jala...sehat gitu2 ja...tp mak baru ja baik demam...teruk gak..sbb mak demam ngan asma skali...

na da makan blum??

dah mak....baru ja lpas..

mak,,,,awat cek rasa mcm tak sedap hati ja blakangan ni...mcm ada something yg tak kena...

hisy,,takdak apa laa...banyak2 doa dlm solat mntak Allah jauhkan kita dr ditimpa musibah..

ntah2,,mak nk 'pergi' kot..sbb mak asyik sakit ja lately...

mak jgn ckp mcmni bole?buat org susah hati ja...

hehe...mak lawak ja..tp manala tau kn...*sempat lg tuh*

i dun like da way my mum joking...

mak,,,hal psl hidop mati manade leh wat main...huhuh

u really scared me..:((

last time i felt nervous for all of sudden; last year..bulan pose...

i had a dream bout two of my teeth ttbe tercabut..

takde angin,,takde ribut..n takde rasa goyang pon..tawu2 je tercabut...

org2 tua kata kalo mimpi patah gigi atau gg tercabut ptanda tak baik..

hurm,,,unfortunately...my dearest granny passed away...

die kmbali ke rahmatullah masa bulan pose sbb kanser tulang tahap 4..

dia sihat je sebelum ni..

sakit tak smpai sebulan...terus meninggal...

i really miss her..

masa die mninggal aku tak smpat nk jmpa dia..

masa tu ngah busy ngan exam..aku sedey..

tp lpas die meninggal 2,3 hari aku mmpi arwah nnek dtg jmpe aku dlm keadaan senyum..pkai telekung..

aku slm dia..then terus dia hilang..

bangun pagi mata bengkak nangis...sbb rindu gle..

dia bnyak back up aku sbelum ni..

aku antara org yg rapat dengan dia..

kt kaki ada nota::

-to cik ika...jgn risau kalo anda rasa tak sedap ati...jgn putus brdoa..

smoga Allah mnjauhkan musibah dari kamu..amiin~

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah tokma....